Again, it seems I’m back to my frustrating and depressing moment which is not very good and healthy feeling for me. It’s been how many nights I don’t have a good night sleep, I’m glad I’m very busy in my work but still I can’t escape the bad feeling when I got home. I can notice an eye bags slowly growing, I should better prevent it by putting an under eye cream in that case it will not get worst at all.
I don’t know why, sometimes I was drowning in happiness but it’s like a landslide that quickly turn into sadness. Its terrible feeling, people see me outside being a funny person, always smiling and joking, but if they open my heart it’s not the same as my outside personality.
Lord, I’m thanking you for all the blessings you’ve given me especially my new job that I gain lovely friends that makes me feel I’m special . Thanks for all this challenges and trials I’m now encountering in my life it makes me stronger and mature. Please give me strength and always back up me whatever the outcome of this entire thing. I know you’re always there around looking at me and feeling what I feel. I have no else here but only you. So help me get through in my life to be peaceful and happy again.